I met this really hot guy on a London escorts date a couple of months back. He is a bit of a celeb, and I just can’t stop thinking about him. We only dated a couple of times but it is like he has taken over my mind. Every time the phone rings I hope that it is him, but he has not been in touch with London escorts for a couple of months now. As he has celeb status I can follow him online.
When I get a five-minute breather on my London escorts shifts, I am on my phone and checking out his various social media feeds. I have started to follow him on Twitter and Facebook. Of course, he does not know it is me as I am not using my London escorts name on social media. But, I do keep tweeting him little private messages all of the time, and sometimes he answers. It is the first time I have felt like this about a man I have met at London escorts. Some girls who work at London escorts do become infatuated by their dates, but until I met this guy, it never happened to me.
When I look at him, I just want to fall to my knees, unzip his trousers and give him the best blow job ever. That is how much I am in love with this man. Yes, I do fully appreciate that I don’t know him well, but that it is not stopping me from feeling passionate about him and wanting to do things to his body. When I am not too tired after working long hours at London escorts, I love nothing better than going home to check him out on Social Media. Sometimes I even type his name into Google images and stare at the images. I make up all of these fantasy scenarios of the things that I would like him to do to me, and the things that I like to do to him. I have met men before who have made me extremely horny but that is nothing when compared to this guy. In a way, it is almost like he has become my nemesis and I can’t get enough of him.
Is it healthy to feel this way? I am not sure that it is, and I do need to break this behavior. It may seem hard to believe, but I have even taken days off London escorts to hang around outside his home in Richmond. I always used to think that stalkers were really freaky people, but now I can easily understand how someone can become a stalker. It is a mindset, and if you are obsessed with a person, it must be rather easy for you to become a stalker. What should I do? I feel that I need to stop, but I simply can’t let go of my personal need for him.